2011!

Hoje acordei pensando se deveria postar algo depois de tanto tempo!But I still think it worths!

Depois de um dia busy, empiezando no "céu", almoçando na "Grécia", indo para "NY"tomar um café, porém encontrando um amigo pela 2°vez em lugares inusitados' such a coincidence' e ir ao mundo de Peter Pan!Digo a vcs, on Sundays you can go around São Paulo easily!Resultado de tudo isto: I met 5 friends in different places!achieved!

Mas falando de 2011, tópico do momento, estou very very very happy pelo ano de 2011 ter começado!Ano de 2010 I survived, mas acabei vivendo fully por 6 meses!Agora me sinto mais que gulosa!Que venha 2011, mas venha bem gordo, with many seconds, hours, days, weeks, weekends, months!!!Não posso dizer que são novos objetivos, mas a contínua e com lots of faith busca dos mesmos goals, os que ficaram pending de 2010!

Muitas coisas rolando nesta cabeça gorda neste início de ano, e para explicar isso, só o James, sabe o Morrison para me ajudar a melhor understand all of this!

"...everybodies talking in words I don't understand..."

"...there's so much craziness surrounding me, there's so much going on it gets hard to breath... I'm not sure of my priorities ..."

PS: Esta foto é tipo, and now?whats next? (Momento -10C°Budapeste!)

I'm back!

Cabeças do meu coração, acabei não postando por um mês devido a forças maiores!

Estava cuidando da minha carreira e da minha saúde principalmente!Já estou trabalhando e em uma diferente empresa, um lugar especial... e a vida real se reinicia!Uhuuu!

Pessoas novas estão ao meu redor!De todos os tipos, reencontro de pessoas especiais também!Novos aprendizados, e objetivos se alteram, se acrescentam a partir de agora!

Me sinto mais que feliz, energizada!Total blessed!

Five months later:

I wanna...

"See the world in green and blue

See China right in front of you

See the Canyons broken by cloud

See the tuna fleets clearing the sea out

See the Bedouin fires at night

See the oil fields at the first light

And see the bird with a leaf in her mouth

After the flood all the colors came out"
U2

Melancholic Moment

Existem dias em nossas vidas que acordamos prontos, vivemos intensamente cada segundo, e em menos de um minuto caímos na realidade doída...Hoje foi um deles!

É gente, vcs viram eu falei gente, sempre falo zente... momento a little down, mas importante e essencial para nosotros!

Segue a letra da música Angel...amazing...

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance

For the break that will make it ok

There's always some reason to feel "not good enough"

And it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction, oh beautiful release

Memories seep from my veins

They may be empty and weightless, and maybe I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an Angel, fly away from here

From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie

You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn

There's vultures and thieves at your back

The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies

That you make up for all that you lack

It don't make no difference, escaping one last time

It's easier to believe

In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness

That brings me to my knees

In the arms of an Angel, far away from here

From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie

In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

Out of Reach

Feeling in a out of reach moment...literalmente na mobilidade on the right side of my body, e tanto no meu emotional...
Ai zente, a vida é um challenge diário, Dios mío!
Sabe quanto mais perto, mais longe fica?
Peço que torçam mtooo, mas mtooo pelo meu recovery da sensibilidade da right leg zente, plsss. But don't worry people, tô quase 100%, principalmente se pensar de como eu estava antes, né?!
E já no "Laurinha carrossel" side deixem nas God Hands!Vocês sabem que minha vida emotional sempre foi uma aventura!Segue parte de um poeminha fofo, total out of reach moment!

You are so close to me,
But just out of reach,
Of this contract I made with myself
I am in breach.
~~
I swore I would stop,
I promised I would end this,
Yet here you seem to be again,
And I feel nothing but bliss.
~~
Bliss until it shatters
Into something real,
Bliss until I awaken,
Bliss until again I feel.
~~
I thought I could end it,
I thought it was over,
But here I am again,
Hiding under this cover.

PS.: Esta pic meu special cousin tirou em uma praia de Alexandria!

Feelings I can't handle

Povo, depois de praticamente um mês sem new posts, here we go again!!!

Fiquei inspirada hoje!Me encontrei com meu fisio do hospital que me colocou inicialmente de pé!Super special, além de claro rever meu outstanding doctor!

E logo, the day looks so much brighter. And make me think, wish, hope and pray over and over again...Até butterflies I feel floating in my tummy!Não é de amor não viu zente!hahaha!É de alegria, paz, entusiasmo, fé, de sonhar, sabe?Um tickling automático maybe!

Estou sentindo coisas que nunca sentí antes, coisas pequenas se tornaram huge, e as huge se tornaram pequeninas!Feelings I can't control myself!But you guys don't worry, são sentimentos do bem!Can't actually explain what is going on today!But I've been enjoyng it!

SnowGlobes Collection!

Pra mim estes globos significam o meu mundo, o fantástico de Karen, sabe aquele?hahahaha!O poema abaixo é a definição perfeita do que um snowglobe significa pra mim!Enjoy!


Snow Globe Sea
© Anonymous

Sailing on a plastic boat
in a snow globe sea
Look out into reality
Oh what there might be
Pass the glass and plastic,
Hang a left on happiness.
Turn onto misery lane,
Pass the shop of wind blown kisses.
I'd rather stay in my plastic boat.
Where nothing is real or fake.
But that doesn't matter anyway.
Nothing here is at stake.
Its quiet and peaceful
As the real world screams
Its unharmed and strongas the real world bleeds.
I'd rather be in my plastic boat.
On my snow globe sea.
Where murder is an unknown word.
And pain is but a theory.
Heartbreak isn't comprehended
Nor is it in reach.
And everyday is based onPure simplicity.
So here out on my plastic boat,
I can watch real life unfold.
Shielded by my glass coating
I will stay unharmed.
From the things life can cause.
From what it can do to a perfectly good heart.
It can shred it and hurt it.
Until its pieces, torn apart.
But my little too-blue sea
Only knows of love.
And my little plastic boat
Only that he's above.
But they get along and do not fight.
Or lie or yell out of hatred or spite.
These words are nothings to them, for they are at peace.
So here I stay on my Snow globe sea.

Hibernating?

É isso mesmo zente, estou me sentindo como um squirrel em uma toca.....sabiam que eles hibernam?pensaram no urso né?Para maiores infos, you can google it!hahaha!

Sometimes me sinto assim mesmo, em um igloo hibernando...Para quem conhece minha casa sabe total do que estou falando!

Minha recuperação está indo muy buena zente!Meu doctor que estava nos US sabe zente, voltou, então estou mais tranquila, e meu special fisio então, no comments!

Just to update u guys, I'm getting myself together, ok? A reflexão, e a organização das idéias ainda continuam, non stop.

"But I can see the skies are changing

In all the shades of blue

And I don't know which way its gonna go"

James Morrison

Not yet.